Smoked to Heaven

I m dying now
With people all around me
I see pity on their eyes .
Can't look at the bright light
I feel the darkness is mine.
I say leave me people
You are not welcomed here.
For all my life you've bothered me
took my loneliness away from me.
It was my life
But was sacrificed for what i was needed to thrive.
The lovely mountains i looked
For all the happiness you took
I was weak but stronger
Than what you made me,
So I could always love the people who hated me.
Sorrow was my happiness
Pain was relief
Why you made me feel wrong.
I was born to be me
Not the way you wanted me to see.
The man I follow
The one who gave me sorrow.
I wish the sun would never shine
With all the darkness be mine
Cause what I seek
The light that nobody sees.